Been lied to.
Tried everything for nothing.
I'm not allowed to do it own my own,
not allowed to ask for help.
I'm confused and fragile,
but nobody tries to understand.
Here is my gateway
The drugs stopped working,
the pain is too much.
I cannot improve what I do,
I cannot just be happy.
I shut myself out from the world around me and everybody.
So that I could try and figure me out.
But if that doesn't work, I'll try something new.
I'll learn these lessons abruptly.
One step at a time.
Who made these rules for life?
Why do they get to be right?
· Sat Mar 03, 2012 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments