Bear with me, I'm in the middle of trying to write..something, and so far writing these little pleas that my "character" (still in the making) seems to have is helping. Because I like how they're coming out I decided to put them up here, even though I have an inexcusable absence from gaia.
Hello? Are you really out there? Please tell me you're real. Well, I'm always searching for you, my eyes wander everywhere for you. My dreamed love. A sign of you to make my heart skip a million beats at the sight. Even though I don't have an image of your appearance, I'm sure I'll know it's you when I find you. Won't I? my insecurity is why I'm addicted to hope. I want to find you, no matter what. It sure as hell would be something if someone I dreamed of were actually real. Though I'm happy whenever you're in my dreams, it's a torture wondering if you really exist. I just want you so bad. I'm in agony when I think of all the possibilities. Call me crazy, because I may sound like it but it's your fault for ever crossing my dreams.
Ughh...a little hesitant about it, but theres more. So...
I guess I'll have to see if I can make it something daily.
Committed!
Ahhh...oh, and I finished the book, Survivor, Amazing!!.
After that I read Snuff, pretty good, different, left in awe!
And am now reading Lullaby, these are al by Chuck Palahniuk.- w-
So, you can see how long I've been gone. = []=
But..I'll try!!
Determination!
