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Memory of you.
My stupid life of mine. enjoy
Can't you just go away?
Last night I dreamt about you. It was stupid really, but some way I couldn't make it pass my mind that it was only a dream. that I want it to come true.I wanted to be with you, but I know how many times I dreamt about it. It will never come to pass. No matter how many times I scream your name no matter how many times I beg you to stay. There is no way. That I can change your mind.
Cause really I made my choice.
I can only watch you from afar. Hoping the best well come about. Someday that you will find someone else. Wishing you love and joy. Hoping you wouldn't see my tears. I'll just smile like everything else is alright. Hoping that not one drop, fall from my face.
I'll just walk away. Turn my back and look up and see the sky and the sun on my face.

The pain is deep. Like you were to me. My love is gone, but these dreams just keep going on. I said my goodbyes I bid you farewell, but my heart keeps hurting cause your not here with me. These feelings I felt still haunts my every mind.
Hoping that someday you will know how I felt. I try not to think about you. Even though I still do. These lingering feelings just don't wanna go away you see.
Even if I do just scream and scream. Your memories are still with me.

I'm probably insane. Or maybe mad. That these stupid things keep coming back.
Maybe it was love that tore us apart. Maybe it was me who was foolish and weak.
I just wish we could of did it right. Maybe from the start it couldn't be fair, but its to late. It already beat us there. Often I see you in my dreams. Its not you who made it seem like a fairy tail, but it was me. Who keep you there. I made you my fairy tail.







 
 
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