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Bloodysoul Heartbreaker
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Loving Who Is Not You
Some people always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love in your life. The truth is, the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and some people think this is called a heartbreak. However I don't know why they call it heartbreak, cause it feels like every other part of my body is broken too not just my heart. So my heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it is in pieces because of you. You said “You love me and you always will.” Kissing me and hugging so gently and still.

Not wanting to let me go, but try so hard to make time yield. You was so nice and sweet, loved by all not ever just me. So why did you leave? Why did you go? Was loving me so painful that I was just to blind to know? But loving you was easy, losing you was hard. I love you is still, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all. I don't know which one hurt the most; if it were the fact that you said you love me and lied about or that you did but eventually stopped. You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry.

So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes? Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, cause skinned knees are easier to fix than broken a heart. But since you're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. All I know is the you was the center of my world. But no matter how much I struggle, I could never be the center of yours. So that day I make a vow to not let you see the weaker side of me.

I think that would just make your day and it would make me feel so much pain. But I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain anymore, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. So the world can see it all, that just war we are having amongst us will not got me to fall.........




 
 
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