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Argh! It's a bunch of random things from the demented mind of Kutai. (Watches little kids run away in terror)

Rayn Clowes
Community Member
Wow! I haven't put anything in this since 2007! @A@ Time to add something!!! Here's from the mind of mania again! I have some interesting news for those who read this journal. I was diagnosed with MS back in May of this year. Things have been very difficult for the past few months and my depression usually gets the best of me sometimes. It's hard to face the fact that you're dying and at the current moment the doctors can't do anything. It's frustrating!! We've been to 8 doctors so far and each time I was put on a medication that made me worse. I'm so hoping for this nonsense to end soon. If the MS doesn't kill me. The pills will! Lol. But anywho I need my friends now more than ever because sometimes I just feel alone. Ever since my diagnosis I've been reconnecting with people I knew back in school and old friends to try and fill the void that grew in me on May 12 2011. Now that I'm starting to reconnect. It's slowly filling. But my friends here count as much as my friends irl so if you read this post a comment! Let me know you're a friend and that if I need a shoulder to cry on you'll at least let me borrow a sleeve! lol.

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