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crying And so there's one more week of school left... but I feel burnt out already. It might have something to do with being sick... and loaded with assignments. But yeah... feeling quite miserable and depressed. cry Sometimes I just feel like the whole world is going by me so fast, and I'm stuck in a slow-motion sub-reality. Like everyone has it going perfectly well (and I know it's not true, but sometimes it just feels that way...). Really, I should be thankful for everything... and I am. I guess I'm just in a bad mood. At times like these, I feel like I don't know myself quite as well as I think I do. Perhaps I don't know myself at all... I do hide things from everyone.. mostly myself... so it only makes sense that I wouldn't know. Isn't life supposed to be about finding yourself? I feel like I'm being absorbed into something that isn't me... if that makes sense at all. But really, it's probably just that I don't face reality very well... or pressure... or stress for that matter. Well.. this has turned out to be quite a depressing entry. I shall stop the ranting/complaining now, and move on to another side entry...

On a much lighter note...
I think I'll definitely be opening up a shop sometime time later this month. I've been getting a lot of requests and commissions lately and that has helped to sway my decision. I can't wait because I've been dying to draw something and cg it. n_n One of the few things that make me happy. <3 Also, I have a lot of art trades to look forward too... so YAY (x10)! <333 I'll be questing for a ninja headband. ninja Or at least... that's the goal. O.o