I've sometimes thought about turning this into a real journal, where I write down what's actually going on in my life in detail and go over my thoughts and feelings completely. I sometimes think it could be used as a legacy to my family so that, after I'm dead, they can look back and try to garner some understanding about me. I'm not really sure where to begin, though. There's so much I have to say, and starting a story in the middle just confuses people.