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..why me?...
I may look happy and joyful on the outside but on the inside....i'm sad, lonely and scared...I live a life of darkness of hate and pain...no one even knows i'm there...they don't even care that i cry....they just sit and watch as i hide and cry myself to sleep because of every pain i get...all emotional or phisical...i can't take this anymore.....what do i do?..do I end it?....or do i let it run my life so people are happy?.....I want to be normal....i want to fit in....all my marks and scars don't help at all....the mark my father gave me when i was 12 is still thare and the mark i got when i was 13 never went away...even the scar on my back is still there from when i got stabbed....how much more pain do i have to go threw tell i get to be happy?.....thats right..i'll never be happy i will always be alone and abandoned and hurt..... crying

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