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*Chika's Journal*

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Life x2
So, you know how when your sitting alone at home eating oreo cookies and milk, kinda feeling down and listening to depressing music? You come to a lot of realizations about your life.

I am not dating anyone, I barely have a life, and when I do have a life it only lasts one night and that is it.
Every guy that I have ever dated or been with but not dated I never loved or had feelings for, except for one guy who I think about WAY to much. Nothing will ever happen with this guy because I will NEVER see him EVER. I am okay with that.

The fact is that, I have a million friends and feel alone.
I will be alone forever, I am damaged and noone wants someone who is damaged.
So, I guess I am just the girl guys wanna ********, but don't want to date.
You know what? I think I am okay with that. At least i am getting something, right?
It could be worse in my opinion.

That has been my realization of the day.

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