although i may not be the one i am still important. i guess i have some importance to him that i didnt know even if i dont see it. i can only do what i can for him. but mistakes happen. i have made one too many but i am paying for the price but i must keep to my word his happiness above all else. I cant stand seeing him this way i must put it aside for his sake. close your eyes and make it right put your pain away and let him have what he deserves