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once again you're with her.
once again and you don't even have the guts to tell me you're with her.
oh, once again you're by her side
and you're at a ******** show
and you'll be protecting her
and oh these wicked painful thoughts just fill my mind.
i can't stand this feeling.

if you love me so much, why can't you be up front with me?
i even asked you who you were going with.
you conveniently fell asleep, right?
of course.

i don't know how much longer i can handle this feeling of not being what you want. i don't know if i can handle the doubt that takes control over me anymore. i need answers but i know i can't bring myself to ask you for them.

if you had any idea how badly this was tormenting me, i'd only hope you'd do something. but you probably don't and i'm afraid to let you know.

please just let me be all you want. please just ******** show me.