I need some support. I dazed off while working on something, and had the most disturbing day dream. Well, night dream since it's night over here, but that's beside the point.
I was in this really dark and warm place, probably a dungeon now that I think of it, and I looked exactly like my avatar. I could hardly see a thing, since the only light came from a dimly lit torch. I felt so scared, like I was abot to either die or go mad from the unbearably loud silence.
Then I could hear footsteps. I turned around and saw Johnny K. Gambino. Even though I'm a supporter of Mr. Gambino, I couldn't help but be completely terrified by his presence. And the way he was staring at me unnerved me. We exchanged a few words that I can't remember, and he said that he'd been watching for a while. Watching me closely.... And I couldn't stand looking at him so I turned away from him, but I could still feel his eyes on me. He walked up and grabbed me by my upper arms, and rested his head on my shoulder. I was shaking I was so frightened, and whimpered slightly. I hate being touched, even by my own family out of affection. So this was really scary, cause I knew exactly what he was thinking.
I asked him to let go of me, and he just began to nuzzle my hair. And despite my fear, I couldn't help but feel.... turned on by this. And he knew it. I kept denying it, but he simply called me a liar and wrapped his arms around my waist. I told him that I didn't want my first to be out of lust, and that that was all this was. He seemed surprised that I was a virgin (which made me a little angry that he thought I wasn't), but it didn't stop him.
Then trying to divert his attention, and out of my own curiousity, I asked him what happened to Gino, and that made him stop and say something along the lines of "So that's it huh? You want to ******** with my son." I tried to protest that that wasn't what I meant, but then I felt his body changing, and I heard Gino's voice (which is weird since I don't know his voice) saying, "Is this better?" And he continued to try to seduce me, and I could feel myself getting more turned on as I started to cry. All I could think was that I was completely helpless, and I couldn't stop this. He was going to have his way with me and, as shameful as the thought was, I might just give in. And that's where it stopped.
I feel so.... disgusted with myself. I feel like a freak. Please tell me I'm not the only person who had this kind of dream.
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