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I'm seriously considering leaving everything here to go find Saara...
Even though likely I'll never be able to do it....

Would I drop everything I have now to go look for her? Yes.... I would.....
Would it be the right and sane thing to do? Probably not...

I need to know she's okay.... It's hard to wait as long as I've waited for her...
The wait isn't pushing me to break up with her, but rather go and find her...

It's been about 2 months since I last heard from her.
I would do anything to get back in contact with her again.....

I've already decided, if on the off-chance she actually finds me here in Connecticut, me and her are gonna go to the mall and I'm going to buy her a laptop. Would I spend a few hundred dollars, so I could hear her voice, talk to her, tell her how much I love her, and get to know her more and more every day? I certainly would. Saara is worth it. I may sound crazy right now, but that's how I feel about her. She's my everything....