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Eyes glazed from the hours that I cried
As soon as you said you hated me I ******** died
It was a misunderstanding as still you said I lied
You didnt believe me and for that Im sorry

Maybe it would have been better if I cocked back the guns hammer
And all anyone would have heard would be a shot and sadness splattered
But what do you care you hate me so what does it matter
Am I just sad or suicidal I think it a little bit of the former and the latter

After that day a little part of me died inside
But still through this life I will continue to ride
And hope and pray that someway you see that I didnt lie
Hope that you would know that every time I said I love you I meant it,I didnt lie

As I pour my hurt and soul into this song
Maybe something I said was wrong
Maybe there could be some way for us to be together and get along
But you hate me so I guess I can chalk this up on the s**t I did wrong,it's long

So Ive been broken,is that what I have to say
Because if it is I would tell you that every single day
So if you see this which you may not or may
I just want to say the reason I smile is gone away