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Since I'm already attending school,- -, I find very little time to go online.
Oh! Guess who finally bought a new book?
:' D
Me!
And, it's Choke by Chuck Palahniuk.
^^
I'm so happy, it's awesome, in my own way,so far.
I learn so...much.
There's an opposite of deja vu called jamais vu where you meet the same people or visit places, again and again, but each time is the first.
Awesome. x]
I wonder when will be the day when I will be used to take the load off of someone.
Where I will be needed or I'll make you feel revujinated just because you told me one thing and I made you feel better. Something like that.
Why do....books always...Choke is really rubbing off on me. - -
Who's the Pied Piper? What's the story?
I just keep having the same odd dreams, I only remember half, but I can't stop thinking about it the rest of the day. It's sometimes a bother trying to remember.Just dragging it with me.I wonder what kind of dreams you all have?
' 3'Did anyone read Prunus Girl?
I like how Maki-kun reacts.
Maid-sama is getting good too! (the manga)

Ah.Do you ever notice how people want to talk? Never mind who's talking at the moment but if there's something on someone's mind that that person just really wants to say, odds are that person might not say it. Of course, that persons urge just may be strong enough but we all have something that holds us back. Be it that its fear, doubt, or we're shy. But it'd be great if we say what we feel, in my opinion. Not if we be sharp toungued but that'd we'd have it all there. Like how I can sort of write whatever I feel, because it's easy for me. In many ways it makes me feel I can call myself a writer, but I cannot express myself the same way publicly. Sad thing about myself. Well, I always think before I speak. .-.

On a happier note (but still sad), Angel Beats is over! D : Truly a sad tearful ending, overall, an amazing anime. I'm the manga, it's the prequel to it all.
Getting back in touch with my spanish language roots is a little tough. ._.
Why am I taking algebra 2? Last time I checked, I was terrible at math. I'm gonna check out. I should be in Geometry.
Why am I not living in the sunshine?
Because I have photophobia? And the sunlight gives me migranes? So I'm advised to stay out of the sun?
Ah.
Sometimes, I feel as though I am bound my coincidences. Be as it sounds unfortunate, it makes my life seem more odd now that I realize it. Maybe you all have these type of coincidences too. But I feel so bound that it constrics me. Like I'll say or think of something and then something will happen. What the heck is that? It funny sometimes. Coincidences are funny. Sometimes.
Dilemmas can be just as funny!
I read about a story some chick made up, about a girl (she didn't name her : ). So she fell in love with her close friend ______, she's been in love with him for 5 years. Her friend, Jessy, is also in love with a guy and that guy happens to be the same. So, she's been watching her friend fall in love with a guy she lost her chance with, 3 years ago. Her other friend Derek, is in love with her but she can never see him as anything other than a friend. She also has a best friend, Anee, who is in love with a guy only interested in playing with her. He ends up getting a girlfriend. The Girl has a brother, Leo, who is in love with Anee but she cannot realize his feelings. She sees him as a brother.The Girl is also unsure if _____ is in love with anyone or not but she can't help but suspect a girl who already has a boyfriend.
I couldn't help but notice that thats a lot going on.
It's all so interesting.
hmm...
I want a long scarf! That'd be so cool! I'd feel so awesome!
I haven't had sugarcanes in a long time.
Oh, I was told I was oblivious. Me? Oblivious? How? When am I ever oblivious?
But...that's so odd.- - I think. Damn. D :< My guy friends called me that (girls were all away).
~swoon~ Why am I swooning? Oh yeah.
-*C R A S H*-
Am I like other young people? Aiming for attention secretly with a sniper? Do I really want to live a life filled with twists and turns?------N. O.My life's always getting stirred up with all kinds of things, so when my friend says " I want something exciting to happen." or "I need something exciting to happen.", I wonder if she hears me with my quick chuckle, or a small "exhale". How can you be so bored when theres so much going on aroung you?It's your fault you're not doing anything. Go make your on excitement (as long as it's safe). Are you bored reading all this?I'm sorry. But I sort of felt this was going to be a great journal,^^'.
I like being how I am in these journals, I'm usually quiet, and antisocial unless approached, I'm better around my friends.
You know, sometimes stuff doesn't feel right, but whatever this is...it feels fine.
I wonder if you read it all?
That'd make me happy.
Because I really feel like I typed something good here.
What are your standards(if any)?
I was called a Dork,uh.I didn't know I was.
Check out my profile. If you're interested,uh,probably not.
Nevermind.
Alejandra's embarassed just typing this.
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My foot! The pain! A headache!
Uh...- -'
Sayonara!
^^