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I'm addicted to it,
To the feeling of your hands on my body.
To you biting my neck when it feels so good.
To making love to this mixed tape.
To you and me, and all the new things we tried.

I just want this to never end,
But it already has and I'm already back home.
Just waiting for you to tell me you want me there again.

Just want your arms around me.
I haven't felt so cold in such a long time,
But right when I left your arms I knew I should've turned the heat on in my car.

I'm addicted to the way you kiss me from head to toe.
The way you have this weird obsession with baby carrots, eggs, and bacon.
The way we ate breakfast across from each other, and then lunch/dinner before I left.

And I love the way you show you care in the most subtle yet genuine ways.
How you couldn't fight what you said even though you thought I didn't hear it.
How you kiss my forehead and just hold me for a while.
How we watch weird movies cause you have so many.

But I'm afraid
Because of the time that will lapse before I see you again
And the fact that you're already getting guarded again
And I only left six hours ago.
And I'm afraid because you're not here vid-chatting with me,
Not that you promised,
But because you're at a club instead.

And I just want you here.
Or I just wanna be there.
And I just wanna feel your arm around me,
Cause when we sleep you always manage to hold onto me until I try to wake you up.

And I just want time to speed up
So that we can finally live side by side and enjoy ourselves.

And I hope you know you're the only one that makes me feel this way.