to hell with it.
I can be stupid now... two more days, then it's over. And then I have a little time to prepare for the next chapter, which starts SATURDAY.
I'm never going to see you again, I've asked what I wanted to know (some of it, at least...), you've given me your answers.
It still boggles me. It probably always will. I'll end up looking up to you, in a sense, because you DO have everything together. It goes without saying that I hope that I can end up knowing soon and assuredly, like you.
Right up to the end, though... xD TJ, I didn't even think about your existence until Sonshine. Then I started looking at you, and I realized that you have what I want. And I wanted to get in your head to figure out WHY.
hehe, that sounds like something from a zombie apocalypse or something. xDD
you're a perfect gentleman, and nice and smart and personable.
You've got things figured out, unlike most everyone else your age I know.
*shrug* oh well. what's done is done. I messed up with you- It was all I wanted to go backstage at Sonshine, but I didn't outright ask about it, and other things, too... Too late now.
I'm sorry. For everything.
You don't know the real me, I can guarantee it. Never will, either.
too late now, I guess.
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