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"There are things I can't hear when you're telling the truth."

We just believe what we wanna believe,
And just see what we wanna see.

It's crazy how space can bring so much clarity.
It's crazy how now I feel like I can think and really see you for who you are.

I think I'm done this time.
An honest, final quit.

No need for goodbyes,
Goodbyes make things harder.

Just easier to disappear into your memories,
I can't believe I actually thought I'd be in your memories.

But looking at this now,
From this stand point.
I see that I was pretty much nothin,
And you were pretty much somethin.

I think I'm done welcoming people into my life until they can prove they're worthwhile.
I just need to find someone who can treat me right,
But I'm not gonna go looking.

Its a scary thought,
You know,
When everything you've grown accustomed to just doesn't feel right anymore.

And nothing feels right.
I think it's time to say bye to a lot of people,
And to stop reaching out to so many more.

I think it's time to see who cares enough to actually cross the bridge for a change.

And I think I'm gonna test everyone on that.

But you?
I've already given up.