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This is pretty much my first time typing in this thing since i got it. cept my first entry of coarse. Well where to start.... My family went bankrupt, My b***h of a father left us, Im ready to murder, and i juzt got a new gun... Did i say gun? I meant to say "toy" mmhm.

Random thoughts and desires:
Lately i can't help but feel strangely attracted to asians! Wtf right? If you knew me and knew how many asian jokes i crack, then you would understand why this is so random for me.
My random thoughts have been getting stranger and stranger lately. I have been having a dream. The same dream. I see a door and i want to open it and see the light on the other side. But as i aproach it just gets farther and farther away. By the end of my dream the door is hopelessly far and i hear people laughing at me. Why do they laugh at me. It crushes me from the inside and fills me with hate. Then im woken up by the sound of my little brother beating on his drums at 4 am.

Poetry:
Die, Die, Die in disgrace
Bloody chainsaw to the face.
Fall without honor
Fall without strife
Fall to the ground
AS my sword takes your life.
There comes a time
where every life ends.

Misc. Insults!:
moma, plus dada = apology letter from the trojan company with your birth certificate attached.
On facebook i found your face.... 2 million people dislike this.
Yo momma so manly that she once almost beat me up, but i kicked her in the balls and ran.


Thatz all i got for whoever is reading this. Might be my last post for a while. Loosing our internet soon. I hope we can pull things off soon. Even with my help and my sisters, and my mothers, the bills just aint getting paid. I dont know where the money goes. Between us we make 200k a year, yet we are still out of money and in an apartment! WTF! Something aint right. I blame caleb. The lil b***h dosn't deserve to live. Excuse my language if i make a scene.

The song of the post:
Prayer of the Refugee (Rise Against)
What I've Done (Lincoln Park)
The assumption song (look it up its roflmao status)