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Am i just a ghost never spoken to lost in the middle of no where.
What am i? Where am i?
I feel as if i have lost myself ,if i had never existed would the world be happier.
Am i not wanted? What have i done?
Just tell me and everything would change I'll change just because im different doesnt mean you cant except me
Im not anything you say, but i am a girl lost in her own little world looking for friends and someone who wont let her loose and hold her forever and never let her go.
She wishes if her world where reality but its just idea that is never to come true, I push myself.
But everything is the same people in my life now just fade away. Next thing there dead or dont remember me at all it just makes me sad to know there gone. If only life was full of chances that never ended but theres a point where it starts and ends.
It hurts knowing misery is the most of all that comforts me.
-Paragraph above 2009