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Whenever I come on here I just think of my friend and I, how we'd sit in my brothers room with the computer and laptop and just chat to each other. We were such nerds haha! I kinda miss those times though. We're not friends anymore, and it really hurts. I miss her, we were so close. It wasn't the drugs that tore us apart in my opinion, but the lies. If I could get her back somehow I would but I don't know how. I wouldn't know how to approach her. I sometimes imagine having sleepovers again. Staying up all night talking about everything. Wanting to catch up over everything that we missed out on each other's lives over the past year and half. The good, the bad, but mostly because you were my other half, someone that completed me. Thats why I tear up when I see you, I can't look at you in the eye. Its just too much for me. I still think one day things will change, that I'd have the courage to talk to you again. But for now I hope you're doing well, and know I still care.