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Dude, just stuff. No one reads this.</3
I just felt like writing something.
Okay so, you really ******** confuse me.
First, you find your way of talking to me at the PERFECT time, we start talking, we become really good friends, we video chat, i call you, we play that weird game, you kill me, all day, (battlefieldheroes.com) I fall in love, you ask me out, i say yes, I end up breaking up with you, i'm COMPLETELY and UTTERLY there for you, I devote all my time to make sure your doing alright, and not trying to hurt yourself, we become friends, I feel that random love again, just popping out of nowhere, I write a list, about all the things I like about you, to help me decide what to do, I invite you to hang out, to help me even more, we go shopping, you give me a necklace, and i wear your hat, again, the love, it came back, I end up somehow getting you to ask me out again, then i get nervous at valentines day cause you've been acting weird, and doing weird things, i break up with you. again, I'm COMPLETELY there for you, I keep texting you asking if your alright, you respond, you get over it (or so i thought), we become friends again, the closest friends we've been. I go hang out with you, you let all that love s**t out on me again. You suggest "friends with benefits." I wanna murder you, that would feel dirty, and I couldn't take it, THAT'S WHERE I DREW THE LINE. we continue being friends, then all of a sudden, you won't talk to me, you completely ignore me, make me think something went wrong. I ask you what's been going on, and you reply "I haven't talked to ANYONE in a while." I didn't quite believe you, but I gave you some time to figure it out. Then, you stop. AGAIN. I ask you again, you say the same thing. I tell you I don't think thats what happened, cause you post on facebook all the time. You still say you haven't talked to anyone, I deal with it. Eventually, I quit trying. I try to talk to you once, you sent me those bad company lyrics, I wanted to kill myself. I deleted your number from my phone, deleted you on facebook, and THEN you liked one of my comments on facebook, and I blocked you, cause you pissed me the ******** off. Then everything's fine and dandy. You call Kayla and get her into this mess, like really? I add you on facebook, I don't say anything to you, then you send me that feburary video or whatever, honest to god, I don't give a s**t, you pissed me off, so i went off, we have this HUGE fight, you call me a whore and ********, s**t, piss. I don't give a s**t cause whores have to have sex with multiple guys, I'm 14 and haven't even touched a d**k, suck that in your juice box. But the next day what do you do? TALK TO ME, LIKE NOTHINGS WRONG. LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. NO. NO. I'M NOT DOING IT. I DON'T FORGIVE YOU. AND I WON'T SORRY. BUT I CAN'T.

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