I'm just gonna assume that this won't happen again and that you didn't really love me so much as you felt sorry for me. Even after you can start dating, I bet that we won't get back together like you said... By that time, you'll probably be sick of me and a boy will see the good things in you like I do, and you'll just be with him instead. You'll probably end up like Kitty, you'll date me when you feel lonely and dump me when you find someone better, then if anyone asks you if me and you ever went out, you'll say no. Don't worry about how I feel though, I'm just trying my hardest not to slit my wrists because I give a s**t about how you feel. And don't try to apologize, it doesn't matter anymore, it'll never be the same, except for the fact of, you never felt the same way about me as I do for you. I would do anything for you, I'd kill for you, I'd steal for you, I'd die for you, but I guess that's why none of my relationships ever work, I either get too attached or I'm an a*****e. Sorry for being so ******** depressed, I'll get over it eventually... But this emptiness I feel now that I feel like you're pushing me away, that will never go away, same with these recent scars on my wrists that you caused, and the blood and tears I gave up because of how you made me feel. But other than that, I should be fine.... eventually.
 BlackDarko · Wed Jun 15, 2011 @ 06:13am · 1 Comments |
