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Don't you think that life is wierd. I seems when your young that it goes really slow but when you get older it seems it goes by super fast. Four years ago I kind of lost my dad. For years I knew him as my father but didn't know anything about him and now that I write to him all the time it seems like he is with me all the time. It seems that adults in general don't know how to raise their children anymore. My 86 year old great grandma has better manners then most of my friends which is pretty pathetic. It is weird how one day everything is going fine and the next minute everything is chaos. When I look at myself and my history that is all I know, that was what life or me was chaos and now it just follows me. It is weird how people treat people. Someone has to be the strong one and everyone else is the side kicks, I guess that is why people created guns to kill those who are a threat. The government on the other hand does not try to stop this. So, the question is, Are they at fault for all the gun deaths in the United States? I guess tin away parents are to blame. Hitting a child when young only makes them want to rebel more, not less. Taking things away doesn't help either, my grandma taught me to treat and raise your kids the best you can and always love them unconditionally. The only problem is that parents now a days seem like children have to earn their love not get it all the time. The fact of it is that you should respect everyone because they can turn a gun on you.Keep your enemies close but your friends closer they will be the ones that help you out if the seventh circle of hell. It seems now that I am getting older the more responsibility I get but at the same time how much is actually taken away. I swear the 80's freakin ruined my life my mother is so out of wac when it comes to raising kinds it is unbelievable. My dad molested me when I was young and now he is behind bars and my mom is trying to take him completely out of my life but, yet her boyfriend does s**t to me all the time and she can't freakin protect me from him....... What the hell????? crying