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i'm so over this feeling,
it's so incredibly awkward and it makes me feel sick to my stomach;

you shouldn't feel this way about people that haven't done anything wrong to you.
maybe i'm just misreading things?

i dunno, i can only hope.
but something in the back of my head swears as though the sun will shine at least once in the year that everything i'm feeling is connected to the truth.

bah.
still though!
i dunno, maybe it's because lately i've been so intense and blunt and quite vulgar to put it plainly.

sometimes i feel the need to tone it down.
when will i find people that can handle all the levels of vulgar i really am without a judging eye or a shake of the head?

eh.
whatever.

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