I feel like I'm dying.
But I wouldn't know how that feels since I've never came close to death.
I'm sick.
That means I didn't go to school.
So now I'm all alone at home.
Feeling crappy.
I miss my friends but I don't think they'd care if I'm not there.
My head is killing me.
I feel like I'm going to throw up any second.
But it's worse when you know you can't.
I'm on the computer because I figured since I'm not in school I should do some research for my group for this huge project.
But,of course,I get sidetracked and just can't resist reading my manga and going on gaia.
I'm in pain.
Time is so slow today.
It's as if the time in my house is in a thick mixture keeping me still in these agonizing hours.
I should read a book.
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Jimmy Eat World-Pain
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
Gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I can't let it bother me.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me
Takes my pain,
Takes my pain,
Takes my pain away!
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
Gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I can't let it bother me.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me
Takes my pain,
Takes my pain,
Takes my pain away!