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There Is A God
January 31st, 2011
2:08 PM

I'm a believer! Ooooh, Lord, I'm a believer. I always questioned whether the good Lord existed or not, always doubted his power. But now I see. Oh, I see everything!

When my beloved stood there on his last moments, he sat next to me and said: "I love you, baby."
His recruiter pulled up and everyone crowded around him to say their final goodbyes. It took all of my strength not to cry but in the end I broke, like I always do. As he rushed out the door he turned to me, smiled nervously, kissed me one last time, and he walked away and into the car of his Army recruiter. Everyone could feel how nervous he was. For a moment, it seemed like he didn't want to go, but he did.

Things became lonely after he left. People played games and they had their fun. But I felt like a huge part of me was missing. I cried silently to myself, feeling the sympathy that weighed 1,000 pounds crash down on top of me. I cleaned, I laughed, and I went to sleep.

In the middle of the night, as I slept, I felt someone slip into bed with me. It felt so familiar and warm that I stirred only a little before I gave in. I heard a soft warm voice, but I was too tired to listen. I woke up to find my beloved, sitting, and laughing with everyone. I thought it was some radical dream. He turned to me and said that it didn't feel right. That it wasn't the same for him without me there. He said he came back because he couldn't stand sleeping by himself on that hotel bed. He said he came back for me. I was so touched and happy and I couldn't believe it. And suddenly I became a believer. There is a God. THERE IS A GOD!

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