it's kind of like...
i feel useless.
i think i'm just no good at connecting emotions anymore.
idk maybe i've become numb?
but is being numb to all this bullshit really THAT bad?
i doubt it.
besides, i really like where i'm at right now.
it feels right, relaxing.
and it's just going to get better, i hope.
waiting with bated breath might just kill me though haha.
i dunno.
i'm sincerely hoping you'll call me with news,
good news.
but i'm also a bit on edge,
because i'm probably going to hear something i really don't want to hear.
i guess now, i just gotta wonder;
which thing that i don't wanna hear are you going to say?
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