I am screaming on the inside, so loud I can't think straight. I want someone to help me, but i fear it's far too late. I have destroyed myself, in more ways than one. The damage inside myself is already said and done.
I want someone to hear me, and recognize my pain. These thoughts are growing inside me, and taking over my brain. Thoughts of pain and suffering, of taking my own life. Of stabbing myself in the heart, with a cold steel knife.
As I hold my life in my cold pale hand. And feel my time slip away like sand. I cannot force myself to do it, to end my suffering. I can't imagine ending my life over anyone or anything.
Captain-Dr-Proffesor · Tue Jan 04, 2011 @ 02:05am · 0 Comments |