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I hate the fact that I can't be seductive,
I can't look at you and turn you on,
Make you want me till you can't help but touch me.

It kills me when you point out my flaws,
knowing that other girs would kill to be with you the way I am,
knowing you are used to gorgeous women knocking down your door.

I see your eyes wonder when I take you out,
My heart aches and my breathe catches
when sweet words of another flow from your mouth.

I want to please you,
I want to be the girl you want to see,
I need you to want me.

I wish for you to look forward to spending time with me,
I wish you'd cry whenever you think of having to live without me
I wish you'd hold me more than in the secrets of the night.