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Wow....I just can't beleive how serious things are getting between Jonathan and I....

Like today for instance.

We're sitting in his car just talking and we start talking about religion (to an extent) we end up discussing what would happen if one of us went to hell and the other to heaven. I automatically said that if I went up and he went down, I would go with him. If God was the kind and compassionate God everyone claims he is, then he would allow me to go with him. Jonathan said that he would attempt to have me go up with him if it were reversed, and if I couldn't, then he would go down to me. It made me realize that we've only been with each other for three months....but we've already gotten to a point where we're willing to spend the rest of eternity together...I just can't beleive how happy I am....I've....I've never felt this way before...I've never been able to look my loved one in the eye....say in my mind "forever..." and not be scared....not want to run away....not feel...ready for such a long commitment...I really am....I really am ready to commit to that one special person....I...I can't beleive it.... heart