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Liz's Life A little insight in what I do day to day

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If you read this. yeah you wont so.. screw it.
Hello everyone,
it seems that my existance is deemed as dead considering the past occurence of events. my parents are forgetting my birthday, my past friends from my old school have officially left me for dead, my ex is being a whore, everyone is doing well but me, which just blows. this week has been sh*tty and i have no intentions to make it anybetter this weekend, considering that ugh.. i have just given up, theres no point in me being alive accept for the fact that few people like my advice, which i deem as less important than passing highschool. f*cking blows..
i might as well not even be alive considering the situation im in.. just this sucks. im surriounded by addicts and sluts. i doubt that anyone on here will read this considering that almost everyone thinks that im a pretty well rounded person with the minor setbacks of anger and or light sadness. ugh i hate days like this. if you read this.. comment or something. because i doubt anyone reads this...
well yeah..

User Comments: [3]
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Wed Dec 01, 2010 @ 11:44am

i am really sorry that ur life isnt going the way u want it to be sad but i do hope that in upcoming days u have a good time and may ur life become much better and happier =)

Community Member

Wed Dec 08, 2010 @ 02:59pm

Im sorry lizz about how everything has been...
remember that you can always message me if you need me :3
you better not be thinking of suicide gurl cuz in the end its not really what you want.

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Tue Dec 14, 2010 @ 05:35am

try putting lipstick everywhere on your face except your lips, that always cheers me up ^_^

but honestly I understand, sometimes its hard to see the point to many things.
Just remember that society places importance on things that aren't always important and that your life (although it may only be the result of hundreds of millions of events that took place from people trying to accomplish what they believe life is about)
has been in the making for millions of years. Your time on this wonderful planet seems limited (and yes the planet is wonderful, it is only society that is corrupt) You can use recorded history to view previous lives. Look through history and look at all the advancements made to make life easier for you, the people who developed them and why.
Hopefully you will realize that the meaning of life is relative to the age you live in, it is not about religion, politics or even anything tangible. Strive for knowledge and know that everyone struggles with lifes' big questions. You have a resource of accumulated human knowledge at your finger tips, we are one of the first generations on earth to have this available to us. (maybe I'm just a dork, but I think that's pretty incredible!)

Hopefully that will give you a different perspective and you can focus on doing things that make you happy despite the constant reminders of why you normally wouldn't. (this is how I deal with depression btw)

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