The problem of the heart
Have you ever fallen in love just to get it hurt in the end? The pain that errupts through your heart when you realize your fairy tale is just simply a figment of your imagination. I fell in love once and had it ripped away. For a while I sat and tried to contemplate all the things I could have done wrong. I put my heart out there willingly, opened it to him stupidly, closed my eyes from reality blindly, Cried for him depressingly. I made myself believe that he was the only thing who could make me happy, but failed to see all the pain he left inside of me. I want to move on and at the same time be more careful with my heart but his pull is still ever so strong and mezmorizing to me. I will break free if i try hard enough, I know now to never put my heart out there so i never run the risk of having it shattered into a million pieces. i just need you to make it better.. make me better. hopefully you could be that one.
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