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Yes, I've been thinking I might actually use this feature as an actual journal of sorts. Or at least a place to whine. If I do, I will subject it like I did this time, and you can feel free to skip it.

But why, Dem? Why would you ever do that? You know that no-one actually cares what you really think, or what anyone else really thinks. You down people for thinking that their problems and opinions are so much more important than anyone elses. And, for God's sake, you're as private as they come. Why on earth would you bother to bore people with your life issues here, when the only the reason they come (if anyone does) is to read about the Goddesses and the fake life you've created? In short, what's the deal?

Well, I don't really know. I don't believe my opinions matter. I'm not saying they don't have merit, I just mean that in the great scheme of things, I know that I'm not somehow more important than anyone else. The things I say aren't magic to the ears of the world. I'm just a person, with opinions and problems, and I normally don't believe in shoving them down other people's throats.

But maybe, just maybe, if I yammer away on here, there's a slim chance that someone might say something that could be helpful. I'm not saying I expect. I've spent 27 years trying and failing to figure myself out. Oh sure, I've had some success, but that's mostly with diagnosing some of my negative traits. My point is that I might just go ahead and vent a little, give my opion of myself, voice my questions, and see if anything comes of it. If not, then at least I gave it a shot.

And in case you didn't already notice, these wont be all that positive. Sorry about that. I don't mean to be a downer, but that's why I'll warn you first. As I said, feel free to skip these. This is just a selfish indulgence for me. I don't even know if I'll follow up on this message, but the idea has been floating around in my head for a bit, so maybe I will.

Anyway, there will be more stuff on the goddesses and such eventually. I still have to cover demons and alla that.