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Why I haven't been online much
Hey. I wanted to let you all know that I'm not ignoring anyone purposely. I'm really sorry for not being on, I promise it's not that I'm avoiding anyone.

I've been spending the past few weeks sleeping 18-20+ hours per day, trying to avoid ending up in the ER. The soonest I can see anyone is Sept 21. I made the appointment a few weeks ago. It's not even with the doc, it's with the physician's assistant.
The thought is that I have a duodenal ulcer, most likely caused by the Crohn's. But without imaging, we don't know for sure.
I've been doped up and sleeping, trying to avoid feeling it for the most part, so I don't end up in the ER before the appointment because I can't last. ._.
I'd like NOT to be in the hospital for my birthday. ._. Though I honestly don't know if I can avoid it.

Um. Yeah. ._. So I'm not ignoring any of you, I just really don't have the capability to be all that social right now. And I'm sorry.
Once I see the physician's assistant and get a treatment plan going, I'll start feeling more talkative. ._.
And then I won't be such a shitty friend, I promise. ._.

Like, to put it in perspective, I haven't been feeling well enough to let James come over, even just to watch an episode of Stargate, most days. ._.
And I was about a week and a half late on my shot because I was not awake enough or sober enough to give it to myself safely.

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Rap3 Monst3r v2
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commentCommented on: Wed Sep 15, 2010 @ 10:13pm
; _________;
//loves and saves

My poor Shu! I hope you feel better! I'm praying for you <3

commentCommented on: Wed Sep 15, 2010 @ 10:38pm
Shuuuu~ it's k bbycakes. ilu and you make sure to get better or I'll come over there and kick your a** mad

ok maybe not that. I'd tend to you and feed you and all that lovely s**t sad

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ll P W E E P ll
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Katsu Shunu
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commentCommented on: Thu Sep 16, 2010 @ 12:52am
Lol. *hug*
Thanks guys.

I just had a few concerned friends ask if I was ignoring them or what, and since I really kinda disappeared without much of an explanation, I figured I kinda owed it to you guys to let you know WHY I disappeared.


So yeah. Nothing personal to anyone if I'm just not talkative. I've pretty much gone on Gaia to check things, lurk, and SOMETIMES make a comment or two, but rarely actually converse. Dx
My brain isn't quite up to that at the moment.

commentCommented on: Sun Sep 19, 2010 @ 03:07pm
I'm sorry that this has been happening to you, Darlin'. If there is anything I could say right now it would be... "RAWR"... hope that made you smile through the pain a little.

Can't wait to talk to you again... seriously. You should know that your true friends here on gaia care a lot about you and only wish things can get better for you.

We all love you, so don't worry about ignoring us... get the treatment you need. Seriously. We can understand.

Malice the dark jester
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dajjal kitten
Community Member
commentCommented on: Fri Sep 30, 2011 @ 08:50pm
I have that issue too...
******** sucks...

commentCommented on: Sun Jan 15, 2012 @ 05:58am
I hope you get better!! heart
And happy late/early birthday! blaugh
January is my gf's birthday and I don't know what to get her. sweatdrop


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commentCommented on: Sun Feb 16, 2014 @ 03:51pm
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