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I will not let my heart stop me from realizing my dreams. I will not allow myself to break down again. I will not cry for you anymore. What he said made sense and felt true to me. I was not alone with just you beside me. He held me up, too, as did so many others. You were all I saw. Now I see him. I see him clear as day and he has always seen me. The true me. The me you would have to search for. The me that cries to him and her. The me that clings to them so desperately as I bleed. The me they always cared for when I only knew you.

I will not doubt my ability to move forward. I will not be afraid to cry to them, to him, to her. I will, however, be scared of venturing out alone again. They may hold my hands, him on my right, her on my left, but there are places that they cannot join me. No one ever has joined me in this place. I want them to be the first.

But will they embrace me?...