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	A Blind Man Who Sees The Future I have a ton of odd thins going on in my life, some of which you ppl will think im odd for writing. I could care less what you really think i suffer from or that you think im full of crap. I am here just trying to get my head straight.


I'm not sure what to do anymore. i feel so empty. Theres no one to stand beside me, or seek me out when i disappear. I have been gone for so long, and it has only hurt myself. I dont see the future. I dont understand what others have said to and about me. I have lost those i held closest, and have found no one to fill that void in so long. I fear that i never will. I cant seem to get a grasp on anything. It all crumbles as if to say im not going anywhere. I dont want to be here anymore, the walls are closing in on me. They also hold so many i dont even know where to begin, and so far there is no one to help me. Those i spent my long lonely nights with have parted ways as well. Apparantely something does not like me, and is in control of those who surround me temporarily. I feel a deep need to fight a new foe. Why he is is beyond me. but he is. I will not be ruled, controled, or played with no more. I'm tired of this bullshit. You want me come for my throat and dont aim at my heart and head. So then at least i know what your really after. lets just hope tomorrow will be more interesteing. themufindude · Wed Aug 18, 2010 @ 11:36am · 0 Comments


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