the endless cold

Wanting you here isnt enough
Wishing for your warmth is too rough
Crying just reminds me that pain is there
And I cry because you don’t care
I didn’t want you to learn that im so weak
And I didn’t say I love you because I didn’t speak
My heart could feel you drifting away
And I gave up on trying to make you stay
I just put all my faith in the fact that youll return
Because I don’t have the energy to make your memories burn
Im live in a wake world with hope and lies
That ill kiss you once more before the life heart dies
I sit alone in my nightmare wanting to wake up with a scream
But everything is over and its suicidal to dream