i found out that my spine was slowly deteriorating......and i'm scared......i can't have surgery till i'm 19......and i hope i don't die by then. i don't want to tell anyone because they shouldn't know......i don't want them to worry. i guess i'm getting what i wanted.....death....a painful death. but know, since i found my pooky bear, i don't want my life to end......stupid Scheuermann's kyphoscoliosis. crying