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Merlise's Notes
Take into consideration that this is my heart. Or a glimpse at it anyways.~
*slight bow*
I apologize for my extended leave, I was pretty much kidnapped by my father and taken to Mexico for a few days. What did I do there? Ah, well, you see, it is even hotter in Mexico than it is in Texas so I was fainting even more frequently. So, I had just fainted for probably the tenth time that day and my father thought nothing of it because I usually get up in a few minutes. But I was taking longer than I usually did, so he went over to check on me. Laying right next to where I had fallen was a water moccasain (however you spell it) and it was pretty pissed. Unfortunately, I twitched while I was unconcious and it frightened the snake, causing it to bite me. So, not only was I now even more unconcious, I had just been bitten by one of the most poisonious snakes in the South.

So they rushed to the hospital and tried their hardest with the medicines they had, but I was in bad shape. I was convulsing and unconcious and they could not slow down my heartbeat with any of their medication. The doctors were convinced my heart was going to give out so they were preparing me for when, if my heart was looking like it was not going to slow down, they were going to ease my pain and give me an overdose of painkillers. Apparently killing their patients is legal in Mexico. -.-;;

But no, my heart finally slowed down to the point where they said I was going to make it and they did not give me an overdose on anything. So, yeah, what a fun adventure to be having in Mexico. :/ This is just not my year... That was 3 times already that I have almost died... The 1st time I didn't tell anyone about, but I'm sure that most of you heard about the 2nd time. :/

Why am I always on the verge of dying, but never do? -.- Sometimes I wish God would make up his mind to kill me or live my life somewhat happily. I can take his diagnosis, but if a doctor tells me I am going to die, I will fight as hard as I can to prove him wrong. I've survived this much, haven't I? I almost think that I could throw myself in front of a train and nothing would happen. :/

But I should be fine now, just resting alot, drinking alot of water, and staying indoors. Now I can get back to work taking care of all of you. ^^ Stay safe, my friends. I love you all.<3





 
 
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