The doctor once said I was either bipolar or had a split personality disorder. Since they decided to give me drugs without ever actually saying which one it was, I decided that their diagnosis s**t could bite my ******** a**, and I looked up which one fit it best. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) fit nicely, although a full-fledged split personality seemed like something that would have been worse. However, I just plainly don't care what 'disorders' I could or could not possibly have at this point. If you feel the need to pretend to be nice to me just because some hack of doctor decided to claim I have this 'disorder' or that 'disorder' instead of being nice to me regardless of what 'problem' I may have, then you're not my friend.
It just sounds more like you'd feel more 'obligated' to be nice to me because of some dumb ******** diagnosis instead of being nice to me for telling you I'm in pain. Isn't that how you live? I can tell you my problems, but you won't care to talk back because a therapist didn't tell me my problem, therefore the lack of friendship you provide makes it worse.
"Oh, you need special attention if you've been diagnosed with this disorder. If you're haven't been diagnosed as having a disorder, you deserve no attention. Your cries for help must be diagnosed before I will speak to you."
As for a response like 'only a trained physician can give a real diagnosis,' please. All they are trained to do is take what you say to them, watch your movements, and then go look in some probably outdated book for the answer. There's a reason 9/10 doctors approve of something, because it's likely that either 9 or that 1 doctor is the right one.
Seeing these people argue over whether or not you diagnosed yourself from looking at a web-page is just hilarious.
As for the topic at hand, without mentioning disorders or anything, I had a massive rage-induced lifestyle for many years. People like them would make me want to track them down and kill them on the spot. Their pseudo-intelligent, 'my anti-diagnosis is better than your questionable diagnosis' just kills me.
You know what I say? I'd rather play along than fight you on the internet, and I actually believe you. You know why? These people say they don't trust the media, and then they trust a doctor as if they know what they're talking about either.
There are corrupt politicians, but all of a sudden every doctor is a goody-two-shoes? I don't ******** think so.
I don't know why I even bother with you ignorant bastards day after ******** day. It's just, ugh, these doctors aren't good for anything. When I'm laying on the floor bleeding to death, LET ME ******** DIE.
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