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Well guys…

I’m done.
I am quitting gaia, I’m quitting everything. Its gotten to the point where my online has become like a drug, because I’m not living IRL I’m just…living in here. This has been my safety net for a long, long time. Its been a good safety net but with graduation, I’ve taken a real look at myself and this isn’t who I want to be.

With that in mind I’m severing ties. I’ve come to know and respect quite a few of you, ive had the chance to call many amazing b/c my own, and aspired to own more but that’s not going to happen. Ive come to know respect and admre many of you <3 ill miss you. But that’s it for me. The only online thing I am considering keeping that is related to all this, is my deviantart… but we will see about that. Its Cirrusthecloud for those of you who would like to know. I would explain more in depth…but I cant really, I cant spend the time.

To Grimshaw: you may have noticed my absence, this is just to make it official, im sorry I can’t spend the time any longer; good luck with the shop. Ive got nothing but whats left in my coloring thread for you, please make use of them. I feel bad having to do this, but I cant do this slowly. Im too worried ill come back to gaia.

To unlocked; I was already gone lets face it. Awesome shop; good luck with it elvy.

FCK I was rally excited about this shop and eager to join up and roleplay, but I can’t. So most of you don’t know me but farewell. Good luck Spica, you do some awesome work. =) the custom that elvy paid for and Nitoya from the 1g auction will go to Elvishsorcess.

To Carousel:
The first shop I have worked at and really loved. I wish I could have stayed longer.
Ryuu I realize this puts you all in a terrible spot, as such I intend to discuss this with you further, on msn the next time I see you. Ill finish my owed work, and I will supply what I can where it is needed. I am so very very very sorry.
But I need to start thinking about myself now; selfish as that is. Gaia is a wonderful place, there are people who need it, it does good things for them, in no way do I have anything against those who are here. I just do not want to be one of those people. I need to focus on other things, getting in shape for hockey tryouts, college and university, work, getting enough money to pay some bills. I cant have my safety net anymore. You guys have been great, ill be coloring up some farewells and such, but again not too much, gaia, anything online related that isn’t to do with my life, my real life, will take last priority. I need to get away from my dependency on this.

So goodbye…good luck.

The short list of where things go:
Fck to elvish
SoA to elvish
My wishful thinking will go to ryuu and sassy, if they want them. If not then they will all go to the owners of the wishes they are currently trying to fling with. Pyre to pyrekoneko iton to brekke and Vale to deriberry
My grimshaw will go to cricket, she can organize their placement with more deserving people.
I have two oink, Lavender and Khan, these two can be rehomed or simply left to rot.
My Coeurl Iov, can also be rehomed, best wishes to his new owner cuz hes a prettyboy I did myself.
My carousel tide…can go to ryuu for her keeping or rehoming.