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I was cleaning my room today and I really took a good look around and realized some things.
The desk that is in the corner was covered in dust. It used to be used to do homework.. But now I just don't care about school work.. Even when my grades start to slip my views just don't change.
There are trophys that only gather more dust on my shelves. The remind me of a better time when people actually cared.
The stacks of bibles sitting out in the open, almost begging to be picked up and read. But I've been there befor. I'd rather trash them.
But the thing that gets me really depressed are the many many picture frames. All of which are empty. I look back at my life and can't really remember a time I want to save in one of thoes frames. Over seventeen years...... And nothing...


I don't understand why I'm depressed... I have a good life. A family that cares. The most amazing person I could ever ask for, even though that person is to far for my liking, we are still together.


I don't know why I'm depressed...... Maybe I need help..

I just don't know anymore.