Lately the world around me seems to be closing,
my freedom getting smaller
and life is fighting me
i fight on trying to find myself

good
caring
loyal
controlling
smart
and observant

yet these things mean nothing to my family
now i must fight which i respect and love
i must become what i wished never to become

i must rebel and become myself
for in myself lays freedom
but freedom is destruction in ones self

am i to destroy myself to become myself...
this ending is nothing more then a beginning... its who i am...