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Hey guys. I know I haven't updated in a long time. I just either been A) too busy or B) too lazy. Anyways, due to some new knowledge about myself, I decided it was finally time to update. Yesterday I finally did my last exam of the year. Meaning I'm finally able to enjoy myself and party! xDDD It's like, officially summer now. Which makes me ecstatic. Got to shop with my transsexual cousin yesterday, only to find out she's going into high school next year. Damn does time fly by fast! I was really shocked to hear my little sweet heart of a cousin is practically already in high school!
Anyways, me and her bought a dress (she needed one for this high school prom she's going to...I don't know who invited her, but if it's a guy I will kick his a**! XP lol and I call myself a pacifist? ) they're matching dresses...well not matching more like, the same dress, but different colors. She got the black one, and I got the pink one. (yeah and I'm supposed to be the guy here.) I only got pink because it's not a super girly pink it's very pale and light- almost skin tone but it looks good and, it's covered in crinoline so the pink one (both of them are covered in crinoline) looks more like a ballerina type of dress- it's cool. Makes me think of the ballerina dress Avril Lavigne wore one time in this picture will all black make-up on....it looked/looks cool.
It's like grunge...I guess? I dunno lol. Anyways, this information isn't really why I updated and this isn't the big news I'm supposed to be talking about.... Well, I just found out, when I got home yesterday that I have Idiopathic Scoliosis. Basically, my spine is curving....which isn't a good thing. It's very mild though so my mom says not to worry. We only really got clued on to it by my ribs. You don't know this but, thanks to genetics and my dad, I was born with large sticking out ribs...just like my dad. I used to hate it, because it makes people freak out and also it makes me seem anorexic. Which I'm not. ><;
Anyways, now I'm glad because that's how we found out! One of my ribs, my right one, is now pushed up higher than it should be and pushed in, so it lies more flat now...because of the Scoliosis. That made my left one seem to jut out more, and is lower than my right. As far as I can tell, my left one feels normal, so it wasn't pushed out anymore than it always was, just my right one was moved and not my left. So yeah. It freaks me out but my mom says not to worry and we'll go see some specialist to tell us what to do. Apparently my aunt had this too, around my age...ish... so I probably got it from her through genetics. (yay for genetics....*sarcasm* )
My mom tells me exercise and stuff will help. so I'll probably be exercising more now. I also will refrain from any tight fitting clothing for a while so no one stares and I don't feel more like a freak than usual. I don't need to feel worse about myself than I already do. An' anyways, it's not like I often wear tight fitting clothing...I like loose fitting a lot. I've been wearing loose often. Plus it's hard to find tight fitting clothing for me since I'm so small. So yeah. I must of had a growth spurt recently so it probably caused the scoliosis...I don't think so though, I don't feel any taller and I could of sworn I stopped growing...but who knows.
All I know is that I have it, I need to get it treated, and I need to research it a lot. Even though that will freak me out and make me panic..I'm such a paranoid person as it is, and this doesn't help. Meh, I'll stop writing I guess. I don't know what else to write and I'm feeling lazy now. I guess that's all...I just hope everything will be okay and it doesn't get worse and I don't end up like a family friend (she had it soo bad that she had metal bars in her back to keep it straight and has to be in a wheelchair because it made her stuck in a sitting position forever- must be hard to sleep like that though)
Alright, that's it. xD I just need a little support right now and I just hope I'll be okay.
Still a little freaked out, Lavender-the-9-tailed-fox
Lavender-the-9-tailed-fox · Sat Jun 19, 2010 @ 09:53pm · 0 Comments |
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