Hate Me, For I Am Thinking Behind Your Back.
Is it normal to feel jealous? Ok, it may be normal to have feelings of jealous, but is it really Ok to have feelings of jealousy over trivial things. Relationships with friends are always a treasured thing, you love your friends as much as possible. But as soon as some of your friends start showing others special treatment, or that they like them more, is it normal to feel jealous? May it is simply my obsessive compulsive disorder with wanting attention...but i haven't needed attention for some while. Every now and then i do feel that everyone is conspiring against me, and maybe they are, you never know, but that's about as crazy as it gets! I am sitting here, trying not to go crazy with all the ifs and buts and questions, but it is damned near impossible. I'd feel stupid for going up to them and saying ok you are making me feel horrible (for the reason is i dont like using guilt trips) and telling them what they are doing. It's like asking your friends to not put attnetion on your other friend....and i couldn't do that to a friend. However, i also cannot just get over it like i know most of you are thinking...which is my problem. If i feel strongly over something i CAN'T just get over it...so what am I to do? Suffer in Silence....or...well i see that as my only option....