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I can't understand it! I hate him! I know I do! He drives me nuts and I can't think of anything that I'd rather do then rip out his throght or make him wither in pain for the rest of his life! It doesn't make any sense what so ever! I'm always planing his demise and we have been rival's since the day that we met, but there are sometimes when I find myself hating him for the wrong reasons. I know I can hate him for being stuck up, snotty, and rich. Well duh, but hey anyone can hate a person for those reasons. The reasons I find myself hating him are sometimes so bad! Like when he looks compleatly irrasistable! I hate that! Or there are all types of sluts hanging off of him who see nothing passed his good looks and money. The fact that he gets so much attion from everyone and they leave me hanging out in the rain also pisses me off. But it shouldn't!!! I should not hate him for looking hot! That's just wrong! And I should laugh at him for only being able to find snobby bitches like himself. And if people forget me and pay all there attion to him? So what! I've grown up most of my life by myself and having people pay attion to everyone but me. Why dose it suddenly matter now?
Other things that drive me crazy is the fact that I acully look for his company! I go out and look for him just so that we can shot off insults at each other and he knows that I still exsist. Somethings so very wrong with that. If he doesn't care that I'm even alive then so what? I'm sure he wants to rip my throught out as much as I do his. There's nothing stopping us so why don't we? It's almost as if we delay killing eachother for no reason...strange.

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Ouch. You have no idea how much pain I'm in. I should be dead acully, however my exsistance still lives. It's weird though. The only reason I'm still breathing and not still bleeding my life's blood on the ground of the forest is because, dare I say it, Drake helped me.
I was in a really intence battle with Burt and the brut fricken played dirty pool! He had a taser gun and when I was just about to K.O him he tasered ,me. It was on as high as it could go to so my body was paralized for a few moments. (I know, normally that would kill someone right?)) That's all he needed though since the next thing I knew he had ripped out his stupid silver sword and ninjaed my a**. He would have kept going even after I was dead but then Drake came in. Even if Burt's on his team he didn't approve of the dirty tricks and got the guy to back off. After teaching him a lesson however. Well anyway even though I told him I didn't want his help and would rather die he brought me to his rich boy house and I'm acully still here.
Everything is so nice looking in his room I want to hurl. Makes me ashamed of my one room home I have that's just dirt floors. It didn't take to long for him to patch me up and when he patches that boy patches good. I mean you almost can't tell that it was a seventeen year old job! The stitches and everything! He's a merica-. I am not going to praise him any more.
Can you bealive though that I have to stay at his house until he's satisphid that I'm heald properly! I mean that could take a mouth! And he knows what he's going to do to me! I could get stabbed in my sleep for all I know! One things for sure though. He's not going to let me leave here alive.
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Odd. I've been here for three weeks and he hasn't done anything to hurt me... Maybe he's planning something? Just waiting for me to get comfterbal and then he'll do it! Ha! That's got to be it! Well he's not going to make a fool out of me! Just watch! I'll be ready when he tries something! He dosn't have any idea who he's messing with. But you know I'm starting to wonder what happened to my friends. I haven't seen them at all since I got here and Theres no way to get in contact with them. When I tried once Drake snatched the phone back and forced me to rest again. I'm not dead, however he still treats me like I'm going to die or something. It's pretty weird acully. Not that I can complain much since I never get this kind of treatment but you know he is my arch enamy. However maybe I'm starting to like him abit. he's an all right guy and what not. whoa. Never thought I admit that. Well anyway...
"Loiza what are you doing?" letting out a startaled cry i jumped basically ten feet in the air quickly hidding my jornale behind me.
"N-Nothing! I wasn't doing anything! I swear!" I shouted in deffence, my face going beat red as he walked up to what had been dubbed as my bed.
he raised his brow stopping at my side with his hands behind his back. "And I'm sapposse to beleive you when you look so guilty?"
Well I guess I wouldn't have.
Sighing I pulled out my jurnal from behind my back and showed it to him. "I was just writing, you know, to amuzse myself." I mumbled waiting for him to burst out in laughter or mock me in some way. I was shocked when he sat on the edge of my bed though.
"You're board?" he questioned seeming suprised before I looked up at him with a no duh look. "Then why don't we go to the beach or something?"
I looked at him in shock before I could recover and raise a brow at him. "Are you for real? We're worst enamys and yet you save me from one of your own guys and then take care of me until I'm healthed and now you want to go to the beach together?"
He shrugged as he got back up on his feet. Well I never really hated you to begining with."