My heart is aching
it's racing and breaking
We need to talk?
About what?
You say I worry about others too much?
Can I help that I care?
They think nothing of themselves
and I see more
Is it so wrong to want to help?
Yes, I know they won't change.
I know I am hurting myself,
but I don't do it purposely.
I take the medicine
and it helps a little
What else can I do?
Just lock them out?
They are my friends
and I am just one person
I will try to focus on other things
but they are so important
What if I just can't let it all go?
I'm feeling sick
my stomach is knotted
Someone help me
I feel backed in a corner again
Darkness shrouds my mind
Someone hand me the pills
I can't take much more of this
I only need one.
Something has to end this sick feeling I have
Everything has to be happy again.
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