What the fck ever, Im so tired of this.
"Oh I love you"
(but Im gonna go and flirt with every girl I can find)
This isn't fair.
I don't deserve this.
I don't deserve constant back stabbing.
I don't deserve crying ever fcking night because my thoughts are keeping me up.
If you fcking love me. PROVE IT.
Don't fcking backstab.
Don't say sht you don't mean.
Because for your information.. IT HURTS.
I have been screwed over way too many times already.
You KNOW what it's like.
But you can't even make a simple acception for me.
The girl you supposedly "love"
And you do it right under my NOSE!
As if Im not gonna NOTICE.
She's your ex gf I understand,
But flirting with her fckn constantly?
And her saying sht about me, but the only thing
YOU CARE ABOUT
Is that shes leaving your life?
Like what does that prove?
You dont love me,
And when I'm the one getting called a WHOAR.
Because you won't tell them the whole story,
HOW DOES THAT MAKE ME FEEL!?
Because I feel as if Im having the whole world turn against me.
And I'm honestly so scared,
But I wont let you know..
Because thats being a weak fck,
I dont want pain.
I want comfort.
I dont want tears,
I WANT SMILES
Im sick and tired of it buddy..
· Sat May 22, 2010 @ 02:52am · 0 Comments