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well, as you know, i am single.. which is a bad thing for me right now. I really don't enjoy it... but i like it. I'm going through mixed emotions since the previous break up. One day i'm fine, but the next day i feel......alone. He was the first boy i actually cried over...and thats a shocker if you know me..! I never hurted from break-ups cuz it never mattered to me...but now its all different. to tell you the truth, i still love him and you can say that i want him back, but you can also say that i wanna move in. but idk....maybe if he REALLY know how i feel. its like a love hate thing lol. but its not a hate..its more like a sad (4 me). Idk for him.. i think that he doesnt care about me anymore, but i can't do anything but.......cry i guess and be happy (4 him) when he finds someone else..well, that's all i can do...
--------keanna
Boy: I missed you at school today, why weren't you there?Girl- Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.Boy- Oh really? Why?Girl- Oh nothing, annual shots, thats all.Boy- Oh.Girl- So what did we do in math today?Boy- You didn't miss anything that great.......just lots of notes.Girl- Ok, good.Boy- YeahGirl- Hey, I have a question......Boy- Ok, ask away.Girl-........How much do you love me?Boy- You know I love you more than anything.Girl- Yeah.....Boy- Why do you ask?Girl-................>silence<..........Boy- Is something wrong?Girl- No, nothing at all.Boy- Ok, good.Girl- ..............How much do u care about me?Boy- I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.Girl- You would?Boy- Yeah.........of course I would >sounding worried< is there something wrong?Girl- No, everything is fine......Boy- Are you sure?Girl- Yeah.Boy- Ok.......I hope so.Girl- ..............Would you die for me?Boy- I would take a bullet for you anyday, hunny.Girl- Really?Boy- Anyday. Now seriously, is there something wrong?Girl- No, I'm fine, your fine, we're fine, everyones fine.Boy- ............Ok. If your sure.Girl-......................Well, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow at school.Boy- Alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.Girl- Yeah, I love you to, bye.THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:Boy- Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?Friend- NoBoy- Oh. Ok.Friend- She wasn't here yesterday either.Boy- I know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last night.Friend- Well dude, you know how girls are sometimes.Boy- Yeah........but not her.Friend- I don't know what else to say, man.Boy- Ok, well I gotta get to english, I'll see you after school.Friend- Yeah, I gotta get to science, talk to you later.THAT NIGHT:-ring--ring--ring--ring-Girl- Hello?Boy- Hey.Girl- Oh, hi.Boy- Why weren't you at school today?Girl- Uh.......I had another doctor appointment.Boy- Are you sick?Girl- ..................Um I have to go, my mom's calling on my other line.Boy- I'll wait.Girl- It may take a while, I'll call you later.Boy-........Alright, I love you hunny.very long pause<Girl- (with tear in her eye) Look, I think we should break up.Boy- What?Girl- Its the best thing for us right now.Boy- Why?Girl- I love you.click<THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.Boy- Hey dude.Friend- Hey.Boy- Whats up?Friend- Nothing much. Hey have you talked to your ex lately?Boy- No.Friend- So you didn't hear?Boy- Hear what?Friend- Um, well, I don't know if I should be the one to tell you......Boy- Dude, tell me!Friend- Uh....call this number....433-555-3468Boy- Ok............BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL-ring--ring--ring-Voice- Hello, Suppam County Hospital, this is nurse Beckam.Boy- Uh.......I must have the wrong number, I'm looking for my friend.Voice- What is her name, sir?(boy gives info)Voice- Yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.Boy- really? Why? What happened? How is she?Voice- Her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.Boy- WHAT HAPPENED?!Voice- Please come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.Boy- WAIT! NO!*dial tone*BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.Boy- Oh my God! Are you ok?Girl- ..................Boy- Sweetie! Talk to me!Girl- I..........Boy- You what? YOU WHAT?Girl- I have cancer and I'm on life support.Boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................Girl- They're taking me off tonight.Boy- Why?Girl- I wanted to tell you but I couldn't.Boy- Why not?Girl- I didn't want to hurt you.Boy- You could never hurt me sweetheart.Girl- I just wanted to see if you felt about me as the same I felt about you.Boy- ?Girl- I love you more than anything, I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.Boy- ...........Girl- Don't be sad, I love you, and I'll always be here with you.Boy- Then why'd you break up with me?Nurse- Young man, visiting hours are over.BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.But what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.NEXT DAYThe boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...THE NOTE SAID:I told her I would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...___________________________________________________Copy and paste this if you cryed at this story..If you didn't cry, copy and paste it anyway. because...I SAID SOO. i would do the same thing for some one i love





 
 
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